mite be the drink, but i was thinkin that i got me a handful of auntie's you have went out of there way to be a mama, sister, cousin, best friend, rider, co-d, critic, cook when i had munchies and my compass whenever i lost my direction... so im sayin thanks God for blessing me with some pure ass people in my life... and thanks aunties for making me better at everything i do which in turn has some believing i'm the best and others declaring i'm the worst... i appreciate ya'll

my Uma always said... shit til this day she still says, "If you can't be good, be careful." my Maw-Maw always said to me, "Be the best while everybody else is good."
so Maw-Maw kisses to heaven and Uma kissess to the Block, Ya'll oldest grandson is declaring "I'ma be as careful as the best bad motherfucker can be... staaaaawp it, I can...'t I won't."

there was a stint of time...

on a daily, i do pros and cons, when it comes to ppl in my life, predicaments, choosing sauce for my nuggets, etc. alot of real heavy shit... lately i keep a grinch/scrooge ass attitude and i want naw i need to apologize to the ppl that really do care about my mindstate, well-being, and health if i've came off ornery, i'm overwhelmed and somewhat alone at the sametime. To the ppl who have just been adding to the confusion and stress or in anyway shape or form dont have my best interest in mind(i always have for you), i'm sorry you were ever blessed with my presence, love, insight, wisdom, humor, companionship, friendship, intimacy, trust, and belive it or not my loyalty. TO YOU I'VE NEVER STOPPED US, IN MY MIND HEART AND/OR MY AMBITIONS. every1 sees how i am about you... every1 sees you when you're out doing you. LEAVING my side now regardless of who you are and how we are right now... Let's me know now that YOU NEVER LOVED ME, YOU LOVED MY LOVE.... sincerely yours

its a tad bit nipply

yu ever feel as if... soon as you rolled over you're walking into work? for those who don't, i hope yo ass is cold... ya heat don't work in ya car, your cable is cut off or ya bootleg movies are scratched because my ass had to haul ass to get here and it was damn near teeth chattering cold for a second... smmfh i'm mad i gotta job right now.